I think I knew I was a writer from about the age of 6, but it wasn’t until I was 13 that I fell in love with Poetry. I will never forget it. I had just finished reading “The Bell Jar” and there in the notes, at the end, was a poem by Sylvia Plath called , “Mad Girls Love Song”. It changed my life. It shaped my love of language and taught me the power poetry can have over your heart and mind and all of the senses. It was magic woven by words and it would determine the kind of writer I would become.
Sylvia Plath can sometimes get a bad wrap these days. She is often associated with angsty teenagers and the horrible manner of her death, but before all that, there was the poetry. Brilliant and haunting poetry written with the kind of talent I could only ever dream of. Sylvia Plath wrote “Mad Girls Love Song” when she was just 19.
Mad Girls Love Song
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
God topples from the sky, hell’s fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan’s men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I fancied you’d return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)”
April 3, 2018 at 10:01 am
I love Sylvia Plath. ❤
April 3, 2018 at 10:10 am
Me too Casey! Here work is so brilliant!
April 3, 2018 at 10:16 am
Sylvia Plath… Emily Dickenson writes my fav all time poem, but I think when I went to Salem, MA and visited the House of Seven Gables I finally ‘got’ that all these people I read about and heard about were REALLY real… I don’t know why that was the catalyst? I was in my late teens… maybe 18 or 19. Strange you knew at 6 but yet seemingly so right that you did. A true wordsmith you are! ~kim
April 3, 2018 at 10:24 am
I don’t know if I actually knew, or it was just a particular story I wrote when I was 6 that made it clear. A story for another time. Kim, please please share the Emily Dickenson poem! I would love to read your favorite! And, thank you for the compliment. I am not feeling it today; I have been on a rejection streak and it is fucking with me, but that is all part of being an artist. Every time I get something published, I am convinced it is a fluke and it will be the last. I think it is part of the human condition that we all just have to deal with. We are not all for everyone, and that’s ok. We don’t have to be. Anyway, not about me……..Emily Dickenson please and any other poetry you love, share share share.
April 3, 2018 at 10:51 am
Well, you are having a time of it… you may bleach your hair! Permission granted! (god, kidding!)
Emily Dickenson
Ample make this bed.
Make this bed with awe;
In it till judgment break
Excellent and fair.
Be its mattress straight,
Be it’s pillow round;
Let no sunshine yellow noise
Interrupt this ground.
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What other kind of poem would you like to hear? How about this one… by k.lynel…
A world have I found,
Unlike no other.
This world is strength,
Triumph is achieved.
Enchantment is delicately obtained.
Anguish is obsolete,
Not a tear need be shed.
This is my world,
My world of make-believe.
April 3, 2018 at 11:18 am
So beautiful! God, poetry really is magic. Thank you for sharing these Kim!
April 3, 2018 at 11:20 am
You are so welcome. Remember you are not being rejected, this is just not your turn… it will be again, soon, so be prepared. All my best.
April 3, 2018 at 11:21 am
Thank you Gorgeous Lady!!!!
April 3, 2018 at 10:26 am
I was familiar with the name, but never really the poetry until someone else pointed me to her. I loved hearing that she broke ground into a new style of poetry where the poet was the subject.
April 3, 2018 at 10:34 am
Here poems will always get under my skin. If you have any poets that you really love, please share.
April 3, 2018 at 10:40 am
They are pretty intense.
April 3, 2018 at 11:13 am
Oh man how I love her!
April 3, 2018 at 11:20 am
I have a board above my desk with poems I love and quotes from authors I love; Mad Girls Love Song was the first I put on the board. She has been inspiring me for a lifetime!!!
April 3, 2018 at 12:44 pm
I knew from that age too. My father gave me a journal for my birthday and sat on the couch writing in it as he made me pancakes as I turned six on May 6. This is a beautiful poem!
April 3, 2018 at 2:55 pm
I love this story Sarah! So Beautiful. It does not surprise me at all that you felt your creativity at 6 years old. It is in the fabric of you who are, the fabric of your heart! I love that we are both Taurus! You know why!!!!!
April 3, 2018 at 3:12 pm
If you had said your birthday was May 6, I was really going to freak out. 😊
April 3, 2018 at 3:16 pm
I was thinking the same thing – is is actually the 15th, so still pretty damn close.
April 3, 2018 at 4:42 pm
Very close. When you said May the other day I was like 😳
April 3, 2018 at 3:22 pm
It’s so weird to me at times that so many artists and writers bear the burden of having heavy souls but produce words that leave an imprint because they are so captivating and breathtakingly beautiful. Bless her.
April 3, 2018 at 3:30 pm
It is definitely a tragic and common thread, but there is an understanding there that we all feel so profoundly, I think. At 13, reading these words hit me at my core; it was remarkable that someone could do something so brilliant with words, frighteningly brilliant, I think. Plath’s life was tragic, but her genius is undeniable.
April 7, 2018 at 12:44 am
Thanks for sharing! I cannot remember coming across this poem before. Although I have read quite a lot of Plath. I am gaining a deeper appreciation of her poetry as I get older.
April 7, 2018 at 5:33 am
I love her and I am so glad I could introduce you this particular poem. Thank you for popping by!!!!!
April 10, 2018 at 1:52 pm
One of my favorites!
April 10, 2018 at 1:55 pm
Oh, this makes me so happy; so many people have never read it. Thank you for popping by!
April 11, 2018 at 2:58 am
You welcome!